May 1, 2017

On orange not being the only envelope..


I am getting ready (to send empty envelopes)




















Yesterday I got a call from my good friend, the magnificent Mary Bale, who has tried to help me with my problem with numbers and data and generally on how to get a grip. 

In the course of our catch up she asked about the exhibition, and how was all the organising going? I didn't know quite how I understood that there was something not quite right.  It was probably that her tone was a bit non-plussed and at the same time curious. "Ooohh, so you have sent some out already?" Yes, says I. Big job. Lots of lists and ticks and boxes and stuff. I will be seeing orange envelopes in my sleep for some time to come.

"Oohh!" she says, Orange? How orange?"
Yes, says I. Very. Orange. They were quite big and orange.

"Well that explains it", she says. "I did get a big orange envelope some time ago. Beautifully addressed. Stamp in the right place. But no return address or any indication where they came from" .  . and wait for it . . . "nothing in it!"

It's been a long 24 hours . . .  wondering just how many envelopes went out with nothing in them? My new studio assistant points out brightly that as long as I don't have many left, most of the envelopes must have gone out filled, and not empty. There is some logic in that. But none had a return address . . . so if you got a big empty orange envelope with nothing in it, well this is what you were missing.

In the meantime the work continues. .labeling, measuring, counting, framing, stringing, bolting and boxing.  There are even more (different) invites going out late next week for those who are so organised that they like reminders and for the rest of us . . who decide the big things at the last minute.

If you got an empty envelope can you please let me know

Thanks























INVITE: The Goosefield - An Exhibition 
Opening Reception June 23rd 2017 - 9pm

As I write this  I am reminded of a time I spent ten days painting in North Mayo, and picking seaweed.  This was not least because tonight, I had the seaweed for dinner.

Seaweed for dinner


Painting of the coast in North Mayo
where my dinner came from tonight



Mar 26, 2017


Sitting here on a Sunday afternoon with the sun is shining - I'm tying myself to my desk trying to play catch up with all kinds of things, because I have lots of news to share.   

Some of my news is that I have participated in two shortish movies about painting . .  One,  at 60 seconds is really really short - and rather sweet. It is called Dathanna (meaning "colours" in the Irish language). It was put together very fast by two young men. The TickTock lads have entered it into a competition run by Sony to tell a story in 60 seconds. 



If you hear no sound, there is a "volume" bar on bottom left, beside the play button. And, if you know how to, and are skilled in these matters, please do "share it" and "like" it. You can forward this email to a friend by clicking on the link     

The second one is a much bigger production (be maybe 8 -10 times longer) and being made collaboratively with Caroline Brennan of Giant Leap Productions and it is currently being lovingly edited.  If you have watched the short documentary, at the 58th second you will have seen me standing on one leg painting like a mad thing, with a canvas tied to fence post and the rain pelting down. So far, so normal . . . 

This is all in aid of my exhibition in Bray in the summer. The exhibition will be in the Signal Arts Centre and will run from Tuesday 20th June - Sunday 2nd July 2017. The opening reception is planned for Friday 23rd June from 7 - 9 pm. 



Mar 2, 2017

As the woman said, if you have more than one priority, you have none. And so it is with regret every evening I turn off the blinking screen that I have not yet managed to write a Blog for many weeks now. 

However, today is the day and this is going out before I have my breakfast whether I like it or not and if it is full of typos my new motto as you know is that perfect is the enemy of the good (enough). Seriously. 

Yes, I have lists of my lists. That is so bad and it can only mean one thing. Yes, I am preparing for an exhibition. It is called The Goose Field, and is a series of paintings based on what I see every day. There will be a few surprises in it for those of you who have been following my journey for some time now. 

Suffice to say that it will be my first solo show for a while and I seem to have lost the knack of figuring out what to do in which order. I bought canvases that don't need frames and I painted most of my pictures on special oil paper that do need frames. I order frames in a panic for pictures that are not painted yet. "Business as usual, so", I hear you snort into your morning cappaucino. Well, yes, even I admit this bit is true. 

My blue beetle is sadly no more and for many months now I have been without a car. It has both shrunk and conversely, expanded my world. It has shrunk my work in the sense that I reach out now only within what I consider striking distance of my other set of wheels - about 12 miles. My spectacular bike - which is built for speed, is a challenge on the small country roads. I am of course lit up like some kind of fluorescent lemon and lime spectacle in an effort to be seen by the crazed motorists. 

It has expanded my world in that the world now seems to come to me . . sadly mostly in the form of big brown boxes by courier. But I do try and buy from real shops that deliver. Ding Dong! As the door bell chimes that means another delivery of something I ordered that I don't need yet, but will do one day. It also means it is time for breakfast.

Feb 18, 2017

Floving . . the way forward

I have an exciting piece of news. It is in fact for me the MOST EXCITING THING EVER. I am experimenting with new media, Cold Wax. It is a really mucky business.  Really mucky.  What has really helped are things I am now calling "floves" . . which are really really terribly ugly but also by far the best thing  to happen to me since  . . . well since screw cap wine became the norm. These floves are disposable gloves for my feet. My experimental painting rate has shot up now that I not longer need half an hour to clean up after painting with cold wax for 15 minutes.  But more about them at a later date. Yes, Floves. The Way Forward. Now it's time to feed the cat . . 

Oct 31, 2016

Still Making Friends with  'Plastic' Paints

Being large, and being
acrylic means I can
walk on it if I want to . . .
For this whole year, I am trying to work with acrylics.

They are slowing me up no end. This is because when they dry, and they dry very quickly, and when it's done, it can't be undone. This is such a different and unforgiving way to work with paint that it is taking some getting used to.

I am working on this large painting since last March. This is not my style. I am, as I have said before trying to paint more the feeling of the place as well as simply record the landscape. 

This painting is of a place I know very well - Six Mile Point in Wicklow. The day I started this, a cold wind was blowing from the East and the tide was out and about to turn. It was only mid-afternoon, but already almost dark and the clouds and the sea were threatening. 

The painting is about 5 feet wide and about half as high.  
It's on a board that is so heavy for me to lug around that I doubted many times the wisdom of starting it. And yet, I keep coming back to it for more than 6 months now.

Yesterday, I managed to stand on it with one foot, while my other foot was trapped under this heavy lump of MDF board. As I felt the searing pain, I was also trying to figure out how I could be crushing my own toes?

But this morning, I think it might be finished.  This is never quite a certain thing, but I am hopeful.




Here are some details from this enormous (for me) painting. When it is declared properly finished, you may see it here




May 23, 2015

Hanging Myself at the Annual Exhibition of the Royal Irish Academy

This weekend, my self-portrait
has been selected for the Royal Hibernian Academy Summer Exhibition and that will run from May 25th right through the summer until early August.

Feb 15, 2015

On losing yet another limb . .

What about the bag and losing yet another limb, I hear you ask? I know that most of you appreciate that I am a bit short of limbs already so, losing another one or even two, is well, careless to say the least....  The short version is this... (because the full one might take me many more
In January last year, my car window was smashed on the street and thieves (on a bicycle!) stole what was plonked on my passenger seat.... My two bags... now fondly remembered as "my right arm" and "my left arm".... At the time, I called them no such thing...too much pride... but with the loss of them has come the realisation that this is what they, in effect, were.  This bag, fitted me perfectly and contained all my own inventions and perfections to live in the world as a two-limbed person. 
The second bag was very different, ordinary, even, except its contents were even more important. It contained my swimming gear and all that was necessary to do battle (and win) against a wet and sticky swimming costume. And so, the loss was tragic....I was in shock. I knew, once it was discovered by the thieves that there was no cash to be gleaned from either of them - except for the euro coin for locker in the swimming pool - I knew my precious bags would end up in a big skip or dumper somewhere close by ... and I ran around in the rain, realising that I couldn't lift the lids and if I tried hard enough, I might end up tumbling in.  Or at least, that is what the Garda* said, as he restrained me.   Of course, I rang Joe Duffy.. **  He didn't ring me back. Long before it was taken, I was aware this might happen. I had travelled with it far and wide - from Central to North America, from North Africa to the Far East, and all ports in between. Everywhere I went my bag came with me.  And with it came the awareness that I would be lost if it were lost,  and so I looked for a replacement.  I had engraved on my heart, the name ...Hidesign  At the time, I knew nothing more about the maker of my bag.  Since then, I have learned a lot. I have learned that it was made in Pondicherry, India.   I have learned that my bag was made by a small, artisan, two-man workshop, which started in 1978.  It grew rapidly and began exporting to the West in the early  1980s, where these bags became a "counter cultural  icon", stocked in "small, independent" stores. Immediately, on reading this, I knew I had a chance...I wasn't dealing with a large conglomerate, and being small and independent myself, I knew, once it was an indigenous company, with deep roots in the "independent minded" community, I had a chance.  And so, I wanted to make the best of this chance. for hours and days I scoured the internet, until I managed to contact one of the top people, the son of one of the original owners, Vikas Kapur, and, as the say, the rest is history.  Of course, it wan't that easy.  But from first contact, I knew I was in luck.  
 Himself in the corner, my Dearly Beloved comments wryly that I never get lucky... he says I am just relentless in pursuit of my objective.  I don't disagree. It means so much to me.  And now, 16 months later, I do have an identical bag, and I feel complete again.   
  I can wander without risking breaking my neck. I can fill it with bottles or bricks (to straighten my shoulders). I can actually use it as an exercise device to try and strengthen my neck muscles -which are still pretty lax these days with my heavy head lolling about like an uncontrollable rugby ball on my miniature neck muscles. I'm doing okay. I am doing so okay that I am making a foray back into the exhibiting circuit this weekend. at the Schoolhouse in Enniskerry as part of their Festival. At this moment, the day before the hanging, I am planning to bring some very big drawings
is some very small paintings, like this one....  But all that might change by Friday.  So, do come and join us if you can on Friday evening at 6.30pm, for the Reception and/or on Saturday (11am-9pm) and Sunday 24th May (11am-6pm). Click here for directions. And, also this weekend, my self-portrait (see above) has been selected for the Royal Hibernian Academy Summer Exhibition and that will run from May 25th right through the summer until early August. For my readers outside of Ireland * A Garda is a member of the police (man or woman) in Ireland. The plural is Gardaí. Collectively known as An Gardaí Síochána ** Joe Duffy is the host of a famous irish phone in radio show called Liveline, with a huge listenership. 

life as an artist

I write about life as an artist and the challenges that this choice presents. I was born without arms in 1961 and this makes my painting demanding, my life stimulating and my choices complex. I like it like this.